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I probably dont get the idea why I should not post my new blog link here. So I will :) And even if people view it, even if they like to "spy" on me and get a glimpse of my life, I don't really care lol. XD

So visit http://unseenrealities14.blogspot.com and see for yourself.

I didn't realize how hard it was to edit the layout! I'm in the process of doing it right now. Hahaha.

P.S. Don't ask why my username is like that. I didn't want it to be secretvalentine.blogspot.com. That's too weird. And I probably might change it to xchasingrainbowsx. not sure yet. That one for the meantime.

Ok, I'm off. Go visit!

That new blog of mine is quite different. More on my addiction of TWILIGHT [woohoo!] and art stuff, and current school experiences - w/o the depression. Hahaha. As if my life is already peaceful as it sounds, it isn't, yet.

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farewell.

Here's a thought:

I WILL/MIGHT LEAVE THIS SITE FOR GOOD. :)

Why?

• I made a new Blogger account - and guess what, I won't tell you what user name. You'll have to look from the titles of my artwork + the number 14 and lets see if you'll know what artwork i'm referring to.

(artworktitle)14.blogspot.com

• This is like, DEAD! It used to be viewed b most of my classmates, I don't know why it shut down.

• I've been here for a year and Xanga kinda bores me off.

• grayishskies is a user name too cliche. At least in Blogger I could always change.

That's it.

Time is waiting.

Talk about ultimate boredom. I'm stuck here for the whole day, it's raining, and I don't feel like doing practically anything - be it start a new artwork, or maybe sleep/take a nap, hmm...maybe I'll watch a bit of tv when I get down. I dont even feel like eating. I mean, I can't eat x)

Hmm...I now have guitar lessons thrice a week, and yes, I enrolled again because if not I won't be knowing notes on the fourth, fifth & sixth string. Plus, if I don't enroll again I won't be able to perform in the recital. So that means Jean will not perform with me :( Talk about being alone, she's reviewing for SAT I think. Whatever. Basta the thing you take when you're in 4th year. Gah. Anyhow I like having guitar lessons though. My teacher's really kind and all.

It's now May and lately I just went to Bulacan w/ my maternal relatives [yay!] though the facilities in the resort were sort of fair. They have 3 swimming pools and we swam the next day. [2 days] and I was forced to try the slide [which was steep & watery] well I wasnt really scared. Just lazy to get wet. I really hate swimming ever since I got that phobia thing going on. Ugh. It was fun, though. And we played Scrabble all day. It sucks to know I always lose x( Haha. Whatever. It was cool. No more vacations! That's the last. Great. :D The thing I'm looking forward to is the recital, which will be end of May. Haha. But I get lazy playing the piece over & over again. Gonna play "Tomorrow" by Avril Lavigne. Really nice song + Ode to Joy. Whatever. I always get out of hand when I play Ode to Joy. Kind of confusing.

I'm so bored!

I've watched all the HM episodes so far & watched TV Movies of Zoey 101 [download from internet] and I've just put Stardust in my iPod [already watched that tho] next is 27 Dresses. Either way I'm still bored. Gaaaah.

School's around the corner!! :(( I already asked Jean about 3rd year and stuffs, and the events & activites that will take place. Haha. Just curious. And the weird thing is I'm the only one I know who's not taking any advance lessons in Math, Chemistry or whatever!! X(

gotta go.

Hear You Me [for the Express It! contest]

wasting away

Yes, thats right. I guess I'm wasting away with time. I mean look now, its Paril 18th! In a blink of an eye it's the 30th, and then come what May. Summer does go by quickly.

Anyhoo despite its speed I can say summer is pretty all right; I've been back to my usual drawing routine during nighttime, especially now that I'm going to join about 4 contests on dA for a chance to win a subscription, or deviantDOLLARS or even a Nintendo Wii or a set of wonderful Prismacolors - the ones Ive always been wanting.

*yes, its really a Wii. There's this Okami contest - Get Your Paintbrushes Ready! fanart contest. *will join even if I dont do painting & i dont do fanart!* :D just a shot. I'm sure I won't win tho. Teehee :]

Ugh! So annoying. I just did a new concept for Care-Club's contest "Time", and also double duty 'cause I will also submit the same entry for "reflecting On The World" by meh31488 but Care-Club says I can't do that. Aww :( So I'm in peer pressure now. Gah. Atleast I'm enjoying it. I just thought of a good idea right now. I can't wait to try it later night! :)

Regarding the guitar lessons. Hmm...we've practiced the recital piece awhile ago. I'm gonna have a duet with Jean! X) She'll be doing the easy parts, practically 'cause she doesn't memorize the notes so well yet. Oh man the chords are pretty difficult. I'm doubling my time!! Aaaaaahhhh! XD

Though I can't wait for the recital on May 31st at...Dusit Hotel? Wherever that is. I think mom says in Makati. Great then after that I'll ask my mom if we could go malling! ^___^

Art class is quite weird for me. Seriously 'cause I went there for portrait tutorials and yeah, they offer them but that workshop is like, for KIDS! Ai-ya. Next year mom promised I will have art lessons at a real art school in Makati. I saw it at a magazine and it looks so cool. They teach you how to do abstract art and stuff. That's like, so COOL! I mean, I know how to do psychedelic abstract stuff but it would be better if I nurture it. Oh and my portrait. Gotta improve on that.

Wonder how my friends are this summer....have not been communicating with them much. I'm practically enjoying summer XD

And I have short hair! Not something to ponder about. I look younger, that's all. And its not too short. Just like the haircut I got couple of months back, but with layers. Curse those who kept teasing me, "Ang ikli!" Aiya. And someone even said, "para ka nang si Little LuLu." I forgot who. Hehe.

Speaking of forget. I've forgotten all about my "past". Whatever. But sometimes, it still gets to me. All I do is, think why I still have to suffer it when THEY don't even care. So when I listen to those "songs", I always skip to the next song. Well, thats what moving on does.

I'm going to the Best of Both Worlds 3D Movie!! Wooh XD its at The Block. Even if its just 3D I will enjoy. Woohoo.

Summer's totally getting into shape. Life's good. But sometimes, I dont have the time to draw all day! :((

I must say, Art is definitely my Life. :]

Bye now! Visit my site @ http://behindeverything.deviantart.com

Sorry I keep announcing this, but I will only be active in Xanga & DeviantART. I will not be touching my Multiply, Hi5, Tagged, Friendster, iLike and all the old accounts I made.

~abiii

Best of Both Worlds :]

Here's a random list of things I should do & be able to acquire and/or accomplish before summer officially ends:

♦ Do at least 20++ drawings :] Haha that is a must X)
♦ Be able to play good guitar music & compose a song & play it on the guitar
♦ Finish the Joe Jonas portrait! Here's the reference:

♦ Clean my room? Gahaha.
♦ Get maybe 5000+++ pageviews in dA. I hope so. :D
♦ Finish my half-finished Converse shoe design! [one side palang noh!]
♦ Obviously, lose weight [by eating less & controlling myself to eat sweets]
♦ Go get mom a suitable gift for her bday [April21st]
♦ Cut my hair. Seriously I want to cut it. So long na eh.

Currently addicted to:

♦ Zoey 101 [ghaha. I dloded so much episodes and transferred it to my iPod]
♦ Hannah Montana [woohoo my alltime fave]
♦ Jonas Brothers [I just feel good when I listen to "Hold On" :)]

Oh and BTW saw in the newspaper today that the Best of Both Worlds will be in theaters [its like, 3D! So cool] so I think Im gonna watch. Thats an excerpt from the concerts in US of Hannah Montana XD Maybe lang. I want to! X3 *Big fan. big fan*

Hmm what else...Im so bored! Im getting addicted to drawing portraits aya XD

Whatever. Haha.

I want to go to the mall with Steffi! But Im too busy. I'll ask if we can go on Saturday. Nyak. So tagal pa.

Right now Im dloding a Season 2 Ep of HM that hasnt been aired here in the Phil yet. Malamang we are so not updated with stuff like those. They havent even showed the Jonas Brothers episode yet! Ive watched it like 10 times. Haha.

STill need to practice guitar :O gtg now.

-abi

*1 year in Xanga!*